Ok, I’ve gotten a shitload done today, but I’m paying the price. Damn am I sore.

Kitchen looks great, though.

Finally going back to Weight Watchers this morning.

You know, it’s funny. I’ve said for a very long time that I was going to have to go to meetings for the rest of my life. I knew that, and yet I still thought some how that I could get away with not doing so. I was wrong. I’ve done so many of the typical weight loss sabotage things in the last few months. It’s really kind of sad. You think you’ve got the problem beaten, but you don’t. The psychology of weight gain/loss is deeply inbred and doesn’t go away easy.

So I’m getting back to what I know works, and what I need to do for success.

I’m terrified to find out what I’m going to weigh. I strongly suspect, at this point, I’ll have crossed back into the 280 range again.

But it’s ok. I’m going back, and my sister and netgoth are going with me. Between them and you guys, I couldn’t ask for a better support network.

225, here I come.

For pandoralsu or anyone who knows her…Is she doing some kind of “mobile network” thing that would send a request to my email? I have one that looks like spam but it has her real name and says she is looking to add me to her mobile network. Thought I’d check in before deleting it.

Hello Wellbutrin, my friend. I missed you.

Ok, so I didn’t miss this part.

Yeah, the meds got out of my system for a few weeks so I’m starting completely over.

Had some REALLY fucked up dreams. One of them was in the Matrix, and the other was on stage with Jobsite. Woke up at 4AM. Wasn’t able to get back to sleep.

Yeah.

Hate this part.

Return piece of crap print server to Staples.
Get different piece of crap print server from CompUSA.
Return game with missing discs to CompUSA and raise holy hell if they don’t want to exchange it.
Purchase some kind of mindless single player game for myself. Negated due to offers from xanyboi and donwaughesq
Biology Homework.
Weight Watchers.
Head Shots.
A/C shopping with etcet Nixed due to WW going on too long.
Clean bathroom and mop.
Clean bedroom and vaccuum.
Clean kitchen and mop.
Clean refridgerator.
Clean and dust desk.
Finish grout in hallway.
Sweep and mop hallway.
Stop by Recreational Factory Warehouse and price new filter for hot tub.
Replace filter assembly on hot tub if new filter is not too expensive.
Empty hot tub.
Clean hot tub.
Refill hot tub.
Shop for new dining room table.
Fix screen on back porch.
Get new front tires for car and alignment adjusted.
Get car cleaned.
Get new whole house filter and a few bags of water softenener salt.
Grocery Shopping.

I think that’s ambitious enough. It’s a good start, anyway.

Of course, all of this is subject to change at a moment’s notice with the whole R. situation.

Life IS pain, Princess. Anyone who tells you otherwise is trying to sell you something.

– The Princess Bride

I now have my very own Utilikilt.

That is all.

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