Editor’s Note – As part of my work with The Artist’s Way I am occasionally required to complete certain assignments that are intended to help me discover the things that have me “blocked” as an artist. Unlike the daily exercise of completing 3 pages of long hand in a journal these stories do not, necessarily, have to be private. As such I figured that since I was writing this anyway I’d go ahead and put some actual content in this journal for a change instead of letting it fester here unused. Please understand, though, that what I am writing is not necessarily going to be a rational take on my experiences or any kind of plea for help. On the contrary, these entries are actually part of a conscious effort to improve myself and my self-worth.
I have been asked to describe one of the “monsters” from my past that has held me back as an artist. I really had to think hard about this because, frankly, I’ve had more support than not in my quest to be an artist. After thinking about it for a while I did manage to come up with my three, and here are the details on one of them…